Hey guys . I'm back . Been sad lately . I just don't know why . Maybe because i felt that i lost someone in my life . My nights used to fill with laughters , joy and smiles . But now , only sadness , tears and loniless . Is this the feeling of lost ? I don't know . Why must it change so fast ? When i really need someone to make my night a joyful night , it ended so fast . Haixx.. Maybe loniless is my one and only friend ? I just don't know what to do . Everyone is asking am i okaay ? I just answered one simple sentence that is , " Yeap , i am fine . " Together with a fake smile or laughter . Thats all i am able to do now . Life doesn't mean much to me . But i'm trying to search for that something special to make my life fill with wonders back . To me , making people smile is my happiness . Even though i'm sad in the inside , i will still try my best to make them smile .
This guy , Krishna , he's also someone special to me . He's my scandal now . Haha . Rank up ! Haha . He an Dinie have helped me alot in life . They were there when i need someone . He always makes me smile . He also pampers me alot . That is what i like . Haha . He knws when i lie to him , he knws when i'm feeling sad , simply saying , he knws everything about me . Haha . To Krishna , thanks for being there for me . Appreciate it alot . You helped me alot when i'm down . In fact you helped everyone alot . Don't be too stressful luh . Don't like seeing your stressful face . I like seeing your happy face . Especially when you're hyper . Hahaha . Remember this , don't and never do anything reckless again . Me no likey . Hahaha . That's all i have . 'Till next time . Will be posting about Sentosa trip with loves . ♥- Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥p/s : I miss you . I miss your smile . ♥
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