suddenly my hearts is strting to fall for someone..but i control the feelings..i just don't want to get hurt..i am trying my best not to be hurt and so..i sayang u..but i just don't want it to be a one sided love like i used to experience..i am really controlling this feeling..i don't want to love u..as i will surely get hurt..i want u back..but it seems tat it's useless..u make my days brighter now..each and every single second i am laughing and am smiling just because of u..ur care and concerns really touched me..but soon reality woke me up once again but earlier this time..before i can drowned in my dreams..now i realised tat it's not me who make u change ur mind to be in love..it's some other lucky girl..but i am fine with it..i've realised tat we are meant to be frens and not more rite?our story has ended about a year ago..and i knw u won't want to be with me again but u will stay as my fren..please do not leave me..i will always need u my fren..i will accept the fact tat we are meant to be frens and not more..i am happy for u tat at last someone really did opened ur heart to be in love again..i really want to meet tat girl..now all i have to do is to stay single..i don't want to wait and chase ur love as i don't want to be hurt like i used to be..i am lucky tat i am not too late..or else , i think i will get hurt so badly..so boy , i will always be there for u dear fren.. (:
