hey guys..sorry for not updating for so long..been busy with raya at lots of things..
see tat pic up there? tats my beloved 188 famalia..i still contacting with Erul all tat..but i still am comfortable with 188 famalia..FYI,i broke up with Fared..so now i'm single..back to phase 1..hahaha..why i broke up with Fared? it's because i just can't love him..my heart can't fall in love with anyone..this is the truth..let Allah and some of them knw why i can't fall in love anymore..so overall had a great raya..get to collect duit raya and most important , HAVE FUN !! haha..yesterday i had an open house..it's for my frens..i am really shocked tat lots of them came..thanks guys..especially thanks to my Yuying members , 188 Famalia , Pipit , Taufik , Amyrawr , Afifah , Su and those of them who's my fren's frens..haha..really appreciate it lots..i'm quite sad tat Erul semue nvr come..haisss..wat to do kan? haha..
SAAAAAAAPPPPP !! hahaha..see tat pic?tats my ex kesyngan and my one and only TTM love..we're okay now..thanks to 188 Famalia for making me realised tat it's important for me to forgive him..but , i still can't forget wat he had done..as wat they say " Girls can forgive but can't forget . " it's true..i will think twice to put high hopes on him..all i knw nw is tat , i'm soo in love with my TTM..the only one..haha..but we're not attached okaay? don't think wrong..188 Famalia all thinks we're attached..but sorry..we're only TTM..we're still not ready and needs time..all i knw is tat , this time i won't leave him ever again..and i hope he won't leave me too..all i need is him and my 188 Famalia..this also includes my kekasih sejati , Suhada..or Ros Suhada Bte Azhar..haha..
kkay..tat's all i have..will update u soon..Bye !
- syahsyahirah ♥
p/s : only HE knws .
