SyahSyah♥

hey guys..sorry for not updating for so long..been busy with raya at lots of things..

see tat pic up there? tats my beloved 188 famalia..i still contacting with Erul all tat..but i still am comfortable with 188 famalia..FYI,i broke up with Fared..so now i'm single..back to phase 1..hahaha..why i broke up with Fared? it's because i just can't love him..my heart can't fall in love with anyone..this is the truth..let Allah and some of them knw why i can't fall in love anymore..so overall had a great raya..get to collect duit raya and most important , HAVE FUN !! haha..yesterday i had an open house..it's for my frens..i am really shocked tat lots of them came..thanks guys..especially thanks to my Yuying members , 188 Famalia , Pipit , Taufik , Amyrawr , Afifah , Su and those of them who's my fren's frens..haha..really appreciate it lots..i'm quite sad tat Erul semue nvr come..haisss..wat to do kan? haha..

SAAAAAAAPPPPP !! hahaha..see tat pic?tats my ex kesyngan and my one and only TTM love..we're okay now..thanks to 188 Famalia for making me realised tat it's important for me to forgive him..but , i still can't forget wat he had done..as wat they say " Girls can forgive but can't forget . " it's true..i will think twice to put high hopes on him..all i knw nw is tat , i'm soo in love with my TTM..the only one..haha..but we're not attached okaay? don't think wrong..188 Famalia all thinks we're attached..but sorry..we're only TTM..we're still not ready and needs time..all i knw is tat , this time i won't leave him ever again..and i hope he won't leave me too..all i need is him and my 188 Famalia..this also includes my kekasih sejati , Suhada..or Ros Suhada Bte Azhar..haha..

kkay..tat's all i have..will update u soon..Bye !

- syahsyahirah ♥

p/s : only HE knws .

{Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

1:58 AM

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri guys ! to all muslims and muslimins , syahsyah inging mintak maaf atas segala kesilapan dan kesalahan syahsyah selame ini..jikalau syahsyah ade tulis kt blog syahsyah yng buruk2 pasal korng atau terkurang ajar , syahsyah ingin menyusun sepuluh jari kepade korng..kepada family syahsyah , abah & umi , kakak mintak maaf kalau selame ini ade saketkn hati umi dan abah..kakak manusia biase jgk yng slalu buat salah dan silap..kakak mintak maaf dan semoga umi & abah boleh maafkn kakak..to all my frens , syahsyah mintak maaf jgk kalau terkasar bahase dgn korng..syahsyah syng korng semue ! syahsyah cintakn family syahsyah the most ! ♥

see the pic ? haha..tats my one big family..only one family is not there..but still , its a big family luh kn..haha..i really enjoy the first day of raye..its so enjoyable..but i was sad too..i miss my dad and i can't celebrate this joyous day with him..but at least i get to talk to him and ask for forgiveness through the phone..i told my mum about my CA2 results..she was happy with it..at least i improved my marks by a lot ! haha..my mum was proud of me..so to this particular "Guest" , please stop making sacarstic remarks on my tagboard..please leave ur real name if u think i knw u and u knw me so well..it's my blog and i can update about anything tat i want..let me tell u this , i love my family and friends..without them , my life is meaningless..why am i always with my friends ? it's bcoz u don't knw my family situation..so please don't make any remarks about why am i always with my friends instd of my family..i spent times with both and nvr will forget both parties okaaay ? tats all i have for u..thank u btw for reading my blog.. appreciaten it lots..

Kayluh..gtg..wanna watch tv and lpk2 with Su at my living room..once again , SELAMAT HARI RAYA MINAL AIDIL WALFAIZIN ! ♥

- syahsyah ur sweetiepie

p/s : Aku sayang kau bodoh ! ♥

{Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

6:59 PM

~08.09.10~

hey guys..see tat guy in tat pic? he's my baby bear..haha..yes he is my mataey..i love him and he loves me too..i love his sincerity,care,concerns and mostly his heart..i hope i can latlong with my baby bear..haha..i want congrats Erul and Anierya as they also std on the same date too..haha..so same anni luhh niey..hmph ! watsover , lastlong ye korngs ?! =D

kkay..today nvr lpk coz i need go salon..kene do my hair..haha..wanna see? cannot ! blueks ! haha..just wait for my update on raye ye? haha..baby bear went to Johor..so tk meet him..i did something new to my hair..haha..i sooo love it !! hehehe..mlm maybe i lpk if they lpk..if not , i just duduk rumah and sleep lorh..now i sumpah tgh blur..dnt knw wat to update lgy..haha..kayluh..till ltr okaaays?

bye2 !

- syahsyah ur sweetiepie

p/s : Only him !

{Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

6:56 PM

Ros Suhada Bte Azhar..my kekasih hati..we just met about 3 months ago..and now we are like lovers..i can't be away from her , so does she..there's something in her which i feel proud off..the way she advice ppl , lyn ppl and love ppl..but sometimes her luck isn't always there..there are times which she fails..tat is to have "LOVE"..the perfect love..her naseb and mine is the same..we keep on falling on with the wrong guy..but tat is life..we just remain strong..i can't live without Su around me..she's my one in a million friend..she always be there when i need her..all i can say she is soo special..orng blm knl die can't judge her like tat..he's not the typical minahreps..she's different..she will always give us the support if we need it..like now..i really am strting to fall for this guy..but there she is trying to help me and give me the support..but to my dear Su , i am about to give up..i am not meant to be with him..i think we shld just stick as frens..haha..so to those ppl who thinks tat Su is like blah , blah , blah , berdpn luh dgn syahsyah..if korng brani langgar die , langgar me dulu..kalau u guys nk rase pelempang mahal syahsyah , then silakan..i will be glad to hadiahkn to u guys..

{Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

11:25 PM

hey..

just came back from lpking..strted lpk at 4+..at Squarebox..fetch Myrawr first..then we went to Squarebox..there saw Erul semue..so lpk2..then Erul die jiwang2 sorng2..haha..WTH kn?haha..then bile dh nk buke puase , srng semue balek..so me and Myrawr went to her hse..then i txted Erul bile nk tron txt me..so he did..then went to wait for bus to go to 142..Myrawr kasi me bwk cookies die balek..so bwk luh..there saw Fared , Nabil , Khai , Erul , Ceped and Ajaq..salam2 them then lpk2..drng mkn cookies tu sampai habes..drng kate sdp..haha..gasak drng luh..kesian jgk tgk drng bedal cookies tu..haha..then Fared , Nabil and Ceped balek..so left the 4 of us..then kwn Erul , Mus dtng..soon Iman dtng..then drng kacau me..especially Erul , Ajaq and Mus..tpi Ajaq and Erul paling itating..mcm nk bgy je penampar mahal syahsyah..hahaha ! then they kacau Mus..they play the coin joke..hanya yng tertentu tau je..haha ! i laugh my ass out luh siaa ! hahaha ! sejak lpk ngn Erul semue balek , my hobby is to iritate ppl and always boring duduk rumah..haha..KAN ! drng dh jampi2 syahsyah..haha..tpi niey , i ngah majok ngn drng..pasal ape? pasal drng buli me..sedih kn? Grrrrrrrr ! tkpe2..ade hari nnti syahsyah balas..haha..so to Erul , Mus and Ajaq , just standby guys ! hahaaha ! evil sehyy syahsyah..kkayluh..going to post about someone whom i really cinta mati dgn die nxt..so just wait taw..haha ! BYEEE !

-syahsyah ur sweetiepie

p/s : Jangan pandang rendah kt pmpn ye guys ?

{Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

11:09 PM

suddenly my hearts is strting to fall for someone..but i control the feelings..i just don't want to get hurt..i am trying my best not to be hurt and so..i sayang u..but i just don't want it to be a one sided love like i used to experience..i am really controlling this feeling..i don't want to love u..as i will surely get hurt..i want u back..but it seems tat it's useless..u make my days brighter now..each and every single second i am laughing and am smiling just because of u..ur care and concerns really touched me..but soon reality woke me up once again but earlier this time..before i can drowned in my dreams..now i realised tat it's not me who make u change ur mind to be in love..it's some other lucky girl..but i am fine with it..i've realised tat we are meant to be frens and not more rite?our story has ended about a year ago..and i knw u won't want to be with me again but u will stay as my fren..please do not leave me..i will always need u my fren..i will accept the fact tat we are meant to be frens and not more..i am happy for u tat at last someone really did opened ur heart to be in love again..i really want to meet tat girl..now all i have to do is to stay single..i don't want to wait and chase ur love as i don't want to be hurt like i used to be..i am lucky tat i am not too late..or else , i think i will get hurt so badly..so boy , i will always be there for u dear fren.. (:

{Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

1:17 AM

hey guys..

let me give u ap proper update luh..lately these few days did nothing..just lpk with Erul semue..last Thursday ,i kene saman same HSA luhh..bkn saman luh kot..first time kene maah..haha..then mlm tu Su nk kasi Acap balek his keychain..but i tknk ikot..she pakse2 me..then i ikot je luh..when she gave back alrdy , Andy tahan kite and kite so called gadoh..then perkataan "PELACUR" terkluar..after tat tkpe..kes dh bleyy tutup..then on Firday , Andy nk jumpe..die kate ade benda nk bbl..then i go..sane kene lgy rabak with them..gadoh punye gadoh..then i cnt tahan my feeling..tibe2 nanges coz didn't expect they sanggup maki2 me..then i meet Erul semue bwh my blok..they asked me asal i cry semue..then i story ngn drng..i ckp tat Su mlm tu nk perang ngn drng..then they pun nk extra2 jgk..after tat , txt Su , tanye if she still want go Geylang..she say okaay..then i went home and siap..tron balek mintak tolong Aciik belikn me rokok..then i naek LRT to meet Su , Erul and Ajaq at CP..but then me and Su decide to meet them at Paya Lebar je..so we did luh..tunggu drng lmbt gyler...haha..thenkite tunggu kwn Erul , Kim..he's Korean..haha...tpi bley bbl melayu...cool kn?haha..after Kim dtng , we jalan2..then kite masuk Joo Ciat Complex..the saw Erul jalan kt Inaa Toraa..i tarik Su jalan belakang..then tanye Erul if Inaa joining us..he say tak..then kite gy Geylang Makan House..we buke kt tangge..buke air and rokok je..then we makan..me and Su share Soto Ayam..then Erul blanje mkn Satay luhhh..haha..gerek kn? all the way kacau2 Erul abng tempang international ! hahah ! then after mkn, gy cari baju Su then me and Su gy Sengkang balek nk perang luh gytu..then Su pk2 balek..so we tk jdi tron..tpi3 , bile kite dh sampai Bakau station , we find out tat Aciik and Fared dh bbl ngn drng..so we duduk pt Squarebox..tunggu Aciik and Fared..then they citerkn ape jdi semue..they say semue tembak name Akim..then mlm tu called Erul bilang die citer..he want to knw..then otp dgn die sampai 2.30 pgy..gyler kn? haha..then yesterday , lpk2 mcm biase , tpi tat nite , Akim cari hal with me..gadoh jap kt FB..ak him to jatuh kn time and place...planned nk settle bsk..then today jgk jumpe..first2 i talk with him..then Fared back-up me..then Erul semue dtng..Erul tgh mrh..lgy sikit pecah muke Akim..but then i tarik2 die..he only pok name die sape..Akim tros blank..then bbl2/gadoh2 , after tat i slap him..so kes dh tutup..unless drng nk buka balek..tk tau ehy..haha..after kes semue settle , me and Su balek my he while the others lpk at Squarebox..we do kuih then buke etc..after tat sent her home and ternmpk Pipit and Ajaq..antar Pipit gy 142..there saw Erul , Iman , Mark , Nabil and Suhail.. Kaaan ! drng nk itating threading kening drng..haha...

kkay luh..gtg..nk buat kuih lgy..haha..tmrw update again ye? bye2 !

- syahsyah ur sweetiepie

p/s : Buka Hatimu !

{Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

7:49 PM

Hey..see those pics up there? those guys are the one now who always be by my side..thnks ro Erul who ajak2 lpk ngn drng dulu..so now dh kirekn rapat gyler with them..Erul , Pipit , Ajaq , Aciik , Fared , Iman and bnyk lgy , thnks for the support , care and concern towards me and Su..Even we just knw each other(except for Erul , Ajaq and Aciik luh kn) , we dh rapat like family gytu..i am so happy to have u guys as my frens..korng nye gyler2 and nonsence bnyk buat me and Su ketawe2 sampai perot saket..haha..korng nye semangat to something but me and Su mcm bangga ngn korng gytu..haha..overall thnks for wanting to lpk with me and Su..and also helping us at times when we need the help..now korng luhh CINTAs syahsyah..haha !!syahsyah sayang korng selalu !!

to my ex-CINTAs ; korng pk lps korng dh maki aku and su kau bley lps?dh maki lps tu nk tolak balak kt satu brader korng..tpi itu kpe pasal korng dh anggap kes tutup..tpi niey , brader ksyangan korng , Akim , ape hal nk bsr2 hal masalah? nk kate tk maki ? bley gy jalan uhh ! nk bahasekn orng kt FB pulak tu ! pk die sorng je bleyy buat ?! HAH !! syahsyah pun bley pun luhh !! dh bgos orng nk leraikn masalah niey ! tpi disebabkn tu jantan sial yng dh buat aku panas , aku terpakse settle kn dgn die !! ape yng nk jdi , jdi luh !! aku tk kesa ! yng aku tau , aku nk tampar mulot jantan sial tu yang mcm longkang !! die brani langgar Su dulu kn ?! sekarang die dh langgar due2 !! tgk nnti sape menang dan sape jatuh !! perangai maseh adik2 uh !! atau YP !!

-syahsyah sweetiepie♥

{Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

11:49 AM