wat a dream..why must he appeared in it?why not any other guy?i seriously can't stop this feeling..the feeling of love towards him..URGHHHH !! i really want him back in my life..but i knw i can't..i'm trying my best to hate him..but still i can't..i fight with him , quarell with him so tat the feeling of hatred will come..but no..i can't hate him..why?!everyday i noticed he's trying to get her..i am trying to help by supporting him..but wat am i doing?hurting myself again?i am hurting myself now by all those words..this is so i won't feel any pain in future if he really does want to hurt me again..i need someone else to replace him..to at least make me forgot my love towards him..i am not moving on..but i am trying..i just can't move on and find a new guy..i am tooo hurt a wat i said..my life now isn't tat happy..it's all bcoz of my love towards u..every time i see his face , i am trying to tell myself " Syah !He's the guy u hated most !"..but i can't..i've tried..but i can't..i seriously can't..please kill me ! i just can't stand this anymore ! i just can't see them anymore ! even if i try to hate him.. i need omeone to help me..help me to get rid of this stupid love..the STUPID love towards him..i hate this ! i hate wat is happening to me..i just can't..I CAN'T !!!!!!
