see them both?sweet couple kn?haiiisss...i don't knw wat to say anymore..i jut can't stop my heart from being jeles and hate them both..i don't mind if they want to date or watsoever..but,please don't do it in front of me..please..i'm begging u guys..i may look okay on the outside..but in the inside?no one knws..only Allah knws how i feel..i feel like crying everytime seeing u guys romancing..but i just smile..this is so i won't cry in front of u guys..it was lucky tat Erul and geng was there everytime u guys are romancing..my other CINTAs was also there..if not,i don't knw wat will happened..i think i would cry and be crazy..eventhough "T" is asking my to be his stdy , i am not rdy as i still love Acap..i am still hurt by his doings..i hated him sooo much bcoz of tat..i want to forget Acap..but not this way..my forcing myself to love "T"..i am doing all this to forget all about Acap..all the things about him..but i can't..i'm sorry Su and Acap..i am really sorry..as wat i said just now , i am strting to have feelings for "E"..but if i can't be with him , then maybe i will be with "T"..i will try to love him..i won't want to hurt any of them..or any of the guys..i just need time..i knw tat u both aren't together yet..but i knw tat one day u guys will..and when tat day come , i will just smile even if i am hurt seeing u guys romancing in front of me..just wanna say thnks to u both for hurting me slowly again..hoepe u guys are happy in future together..
- syahsyah ur love
p/s : I'm hurt !
