LIES , LIES AND LIES ALL OVER AGAIN !!! ARGHHHHH ! why must it be so hard for u to understand uh Acap ? u think by lying to me , i will be okaay ? by making me putting high hopes for u , u think i won't be hurt ? i've trust u soo much..and wat is this ? u lied to my face again..i am trying not to be rude..but do u deserve this kindness from me? no u don't..for a guy like u , u don't deserve my kindness..i hate u soooo much now..after wat i heard , i have forgotten my love towards u..i just hate u soooo damn f-ucking much !! ARGHHHHH !!! as for u guys in A's , i am sorry if i have to leave u guys..the reason for my "flirting" perangai is just to forget my love towards Acap and to hurt him..but now i've realised..wats the point of me doing this?he doesn't feel anything..i'm really sorry guys..but i don't wanna hurt u guys anymore..i don't want to be ignored and hate by u guys..so this is why i leave u guys..sorry kalau syah menyusahkn hidup korng..after this , i won't be a burden to u guys..i will love u guys always..kalau sudi nk berbaek2 dgn syah , just txt me..i am still looking foward for our friendship to be back..i just love u guys so much..skrng Mir , Su and Syah akan bina hidup baru tanpa u guys..it will be hard for us to forget u guys..but we have too..
-syahsyah ur love
