i knw wat i've said are rude..but u have to understand my situation nw..all this happened to fast..it's hard for me to accept it..but in the end i did..i am just telling u wat i feel..it's impossible for me to tell u in front of ur face..i'm sure something will happened..i knw u're trying to prove to me tat u're really wrong and sorry..by letting me listen to the song "DEMI WAKTU"..but i'm sorry..i just can't..the pain is tooo deep now..it's different..i wish u could understand..SUMPAH tkde niat i nk buat u mrh or wat..but i just nk u sedar tat u're changing..i love u and tats why i am trying to help u..i am trying for ur own good..not mine..i'm okay with u loving her..but not forever..u must accept the fact..eventhough drng ckp , 'mataey bley break , tunang bleyy putus , kahwin bleyy cerai' , but in fact no..when they're soo in love,we as their frens give them the encouragement..i just want u to let go of ur love..i knw it's hard..but trust me..u cn..u just need time..i am trying to do tat..i really do love u..tapi hakikatnye,cinta i hanya bertepuk sebelah tgn..i bkn pilihan u skrng..i tk leyy buat ape2 coz i knw tat i can nvr force anyone to love me or wat..but wat i cn do is advice u..its all up to u..kalau u nk dgr ape yng i ckp atau tak..but wat i am doing now is just telling u how i feel..it's useless telling u about my feelings towards u..i will try to forget my love towards u like how i forget my love towards Andy..i akan cube kalau itu yng u nk..walaupun it's hard for me,but i will try..time is all i need..it's really impossible for me to forget my love..i don't knw why..but u're just one special guy..u're special in every ways..i can't say in wat ways..but yes,u certainly are..i feel like going to u and strt anew...strt a new frenship..but i can't..i just dnt knw why..my heart is fully with u and about u...as wat i said,i cinta mati dgn u...but i kene lupekn cinta itu..tell me how?tell me how to forget my love toward someone special like u?please...i'm begging u nw..just tell me how..if tats wat u want,i will do it..for our own good..but i just tknk u maseh kejar2 cinta u yng sememangnye dh mati..cume u je yng tk sedar..bkn i nk batu api ke ape..but it's the truth..i am saying this bcoz i love u..hope u will understand..just give me time and tell me how to forget my love towards u..my special idol to my heart..tats all i need from u..
