i am missing u..but my heart keeps on saying tat i hate u..i dnt knw why luh..i just can't stop thinking wat had happened..i am missing the moments we used to have last time..before all of this strted..before ur feelings towards me changed..but all i realised now is tat,it's impossible for me to have tat now..it's too late..i'm too late for ur love..i knw tat feelings will change sooner or later..but mine?it can nvr change..i just don't knw why..i still am waiting for something..i knw there is still something u wanna say to me..but u just can't..i can be ur fren but i can nvr forgive u..right now,in my heart,the doors for forgiving u are still closed..closed tightly..i am not sure in future..i want us to be like we use to be..still cn joke around and smile..if u didn't make the wrong choice,i guessed this won't happened..we will be like we used to be..u and me laughing and disturbing each other..i want tat moment back..can u give it back to me?please?even if we are frens?mungkin i tkkn hidup lame..we don't knw about this stuffs..now,i am in pain..my heart and the rest of y body..i can't breathe,i can't think,i can't see,i can't hear and i can't feel..why?i just don't knw..just now,i was expecting an answer from u..but there are no answers from u..the answers tat only u knw..no one elso knws..when i walked away,i was expecting u to stop me or o call or msg me..but no..there's only silence..nothing much..i cried at the staircase..i cried real bad..when u leave,then i came down..i am really disappointed in wat i've see..Acap,walaupun tkde pun sikit perasaan u terhadap i,i nk u pk pasal i..kite dh nk masuk 7 bulan "bersame"..i tk penah lupe..i maseh ingt date die lgy..the beautiful date and moment..i btol2 harap yng u bley sekurang2nye syngkn i..i tk mintak u untk cinta kn i..tpi syng,please?biar i cintakn u..but i akan tepis kn perasaan itu biler u dh syng kn i..i tau u nk jdi single..u love ur single life..u want to be frens only with me..kay,i'm fine with it..tpi tetap,i tk bley maafkn u..i'm just sooo sorry..i can't now..i don't knw about the future..please Acap , call me or msg me..i am waiting for ur answers and our relationship..let' strt anew..we built a new frenship..but with one condition,u tell me how u feel towards me and ur answers..i was hoping a "SORRY" from u since yesterday..but no..i am jut sad but i will be waiting..not to be in love with u..but to be ur fren..ur new fren..
