hey guys..do i look diff in this pic?haha..thnk to kak Jun for the make-over luh..just for yesterday..i get to learn some make-up tips luh..but now my eyes tgh soring..maybe bcoz of the fake eyelashes kot..ISHHHKKKK...now tgh tunggu my tution teacher dtng..so plan to update blog jap..
just now i go to madrasah..i even get to express my feelings to ustazah..i was lucky tat she can help me eventhough it's about my love and heart...wat she say is true..i shld forgive him but not forgive wat he had done to me..Ustazah also say tat guys are always like this..but we can't blame them as it's their natural beahavior..i believe in wat she says..as she is the only person i cn true advice from..she is like my kakak alrdy..she helped me alot..she even share with me some of the religious stuffs...she said tat NABI MUHAMMAD S.A.W once said " if we really like/love tat person , in future tat person will be the person we hate . But if we really hate tat person , in future we will be madly in love or madly like tat person . " so she said tat we mut not hate the person..we must hate the doings of the person..thnks Ustazah..u really make me realised something..
But now , shld i forgive him?i am really hurt..i want to forgive him,but i just can't..i don't want o hate him..but i just can't..how?i am really confused...i can't stop crying in the inside thinking about the reality...but i must accept reality..hmmm...i think i shld give myself time..time to think...
-syahsyah ur minaaahrep
