haisss...kini semuenye tinggal kenangan..it's impossible for me to get ur love anymore..i'm giving up on u..whenever i want to try , there's a voice saying , "Are sure u want him?Are sure u won't get hurt if u are with him again?He's not the guy tat u used to knw anymore."the voice keeps telling me this same thing whenever i think of getting u back..shld i or shld i not?i just don't knw..serious..having u around me now makes me feel like dying and crying..i feel akward with u now..not like last time..last time , we were so much like a couple even after we broke up..but now we are just like frenemies..u don't knw tat i still keep the flowers u gave me on my bday..it's been months..the flowers even are rotten..i always keep saying these to the flowers "walaupun kau telah layu , tetapi cintaku kepada Acap tidak akan pernah layu."everyday , i will see the flowers and keep on saying tat..hoping tat the flowers will bloom again like my love..but it just can't..the bear u gave me on valentine's day , i still keep it..nothing about u i throw away..ur pictures , ur gifts and ur love..but u have burnt my pictures..i am hurt by tat..i knw i used to hurt u..but i realised wat i did..but why mut u hurt me this bad?haiss...i jut want the u back..i miss him alot..i miss the u tat u ueed to be..i keep telling myself tat u are the one..but my heart just hurt badly whenever i say tat..why must it be hard for me?why?tell me please..words don't hurt this bad..but action do..ur action do hurt me badly..now , i just can't accept anyone yet..even if i accept , i don't do it bcoz i love him..but i do it bcoz i want to forget u..forget my love towards u..i will never throw away all of our memories..i've locked it inside my heart..it's much safer there..i will never burnt it down like wat u did to my pictures..my picture which symbolised my love towards u..haiss..i must forget u as it's totally impossible for me to have ur love again..it's really impossible..i am really sorry tat i can't forgive u..why?it's bcoz of ur doings and u never want to try..try to make me forgive u..u move on soooo fast..much faster than me..i'm really sorry but i have to forget u now..i've knw everything in ur heart..and i just want u to be happy and i want to have a happy life..will u get back with me one day in future?will u if i keep this feeling of love?if ur answer is yes , than i will keep it until u want me back and love me like u used to..
