hey..just came back from the Eplanade..
kkay..today went to skool..but i can't stop my tears from rolling down my cheeks..so i just let it roll without my teacher noticing..finished skool at 11.30..then meet Fyie,Lia and Kiekie at the canteen..almost cried on Lia's shoulder..they asked me wat happened..but i just can't tell them without crying..otw home, i msg Akim and Mir..i wanna meet them and cry on their shoulder..but they asked me to meet at Acap's house...URRRGGGHHH ! why must it be at his house ? after getting ready,i went to Acap's blok..i waited for them..then saw Awid,Yan,Mir,Akim and my sayang , Su...i wanna talk to Akim and Mir,so the rest went up..cried while telling them how i feel..they ask me to go up...but i can't..i hate to see his face..it makes me feel like _____ him...but for their sake,i went up..i didn't smile to him..i just salam him but tk ikhlas..soon Andy talk to me..i talk to Su jgk..then went inside back..suddenly Akim ask me to go inside Acap's room..i don't want..but he force me..there he asked me and Acap to tell wat we feel for each other..as usual,i cried..i jut can't luhh..then Andy came in..he talk with u too..but then Akim and Andy so called had a fight gytu..so i was stress and i went out of the roo after touching up my make-up..i ask Su to temankn me..Mir and Yan also tagged along..salam Acap still tk ikhlas and went out..bbl ngn drng tiga then went to Bishan..meet Fyie there..then we went ti City Hall to miet Kie and Lia..they three make my day..thnk saayaangs ! the concert was okaayluhh..had fun taking pics etc..after tat,kite just lpk2..waiting for my ride..thnks Hasif Nitro and geng..tdi tukar2 motor..RX-Z luhh,KR luhh lgy satu tk tau..hahah! but okayy luh..get to experience nieyy semue..when i reached home,bace blog A's..i was kinda hurt and disappointed..i just closed the blog as i don't want to see it anymore..the more i read it,the mor hurt i am..sorry Su..
as my feelings for tat particular guy,i still love him but i just can't forgive him..my heart is too hurt..let me repeat, TOOOO HURT !!but it's up to him..if he really wants me to forgive him,he jut have to prove it to me..tats all...the decision is not going to be make by me..but my heart..if u are reading this,let me tell u something,i never want to hate u..but after hearing wat u have to say just now,it really make me wanna hate u..understand?
kkayluh..gtg..wanna slip..bye2!
-syahsyah ur minaahrep
p/s: I hate seeing ur face !
