hey guys..
sorry for not posting..just not in the mood luh nowdays..why?entahluhh..
kkay..this week nothing much to post..conflicts,fights,hatred and heartpain happened to me all at once this week..haixx..why sehy?i really don't knw wat to do..ppl just can't see me happy and some even creating lies to make me fight with someone..first of all is about Aziq,he is acting so wierd..wat have i done to deserve this cold silence from u??don't u realised tat i really love u and i really want a second chance from u??i am waiting for u..i have rejected lots of guys as i really love u and only u..please stop this cold silence..please..i'm begging u..secondly,i really don't wanna fight with any A's members..but to her,i am sorry..but please hear wat i've got to say..i really did not say anything about u to anyone..i knw it's hard for u to forgive and to believe me..but please forgive me..i really did not say anything about u..i love u as my sister alrdy..i am happy to see u..haixx..thirdly,i am having enemies alrdy..haixx..why must i deserve all of this??why must i suffer from this pain??am i tat bad??am i rude?? or maybe i am better alone??with no frens and all??this really hurts me alot..i can't think..i can't smile..the only thing i am able to do is to hope for some miracle..i want my old life..i want to be the happy-go-lucky girl tat i use to knw and my love ones knw..i don't want to be the girl i am now...
-syahsyah♥
p/s : ALLAH,i need u !
