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    ♥ Saturday, July 31, 2010


    hey..just came back..wat a day..today aunt Idah mintak tolong me to become her fren's model..so i agree..meet her at 1+..then went to Tamp Street 11..aunt Idah's fren make me up and do my hair..then we pose2 take photo..haha..muke seriously laen...look slimmer,hidung manchung and my kening lawa...hahah!after all of the session,we were served with food..i tgh mengidam nk mamam mee soto..then it really came true..tk luhh sedap sgt..but okay luh..dpt mkn sudaah..after tat meet Su,Yan and Mir at tamp mall...lpk2 at carpark,take some pic and then went home..told Mir and Yan wat i feel now..they understand kot..then i separated from them...when reached home,i went online...i was openening the hairclips on my hair..then suddenly i saw his PM ...SAKET SAAAAK HATI !!!
    it was sooo obvious gylerrr !!
    ISSHHHHHKKKKK !!! seriously,meluat ku tgk ! tk pk ehy pasal prasaan orng ?! it was just yesterday kite talk2 and luahkn peraaan each other ! but now, u really make me feel like HATING u ! erious luhh,kalau nk BERCINTA,bercinta luhh belakang2 syah ! dh tau prasaan orng lgy sengaje pe ?! penah tk pk ape syah rase ?! URGHHHHHH!!!! serious shit luh, my heart btol2 SAKET saakkk !!!!!!!! i wish i cld run away from this place...i wanna go to a place which there is no one accept for me !! URGGGHHHH !!!!
    -syahsyah ur minaahrep
    p/s : KILL ME !! IT"S EVEN BETTER !!


    {Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

    10:49 PM



    hey..just came back from the Eplanade..
    kkay..today went to skool..but i can't stop my tears from rolling down my cheeks..so i just let it roll without my teacher noticing..finished skool at 11.30..then meet Fyie,Lia and Kiekie at the canteen..almost cried on Lia's shoulder..they asked me wat happened..but i just can't tell them without crying..otw home, i msg Akim and Mir..i wanna meet them and cry on their shoulder..but they asked me to meet at Acap's house...URRRGGGHHH ! why must it be at his house ? after getting ready,i went to Acap's blok..i waited for them..then saw Awid,Yan,Mir,Akim and my sayang , Su...i wanna talk to Akim and Mir,so the rest went up..cried while telling them how i feel..they ask me to go up...but i can't..i hate to see his face..it makes me feel like _____ him...but for their sake,i went up..i didn't smile to him..i just salam him but tk ikhlas..soon Andy talk to me..i talk to Su jgk..then went inside back..suddenly Akim ask me to go inside Acap's room..i don't want..but he force me..there he asked me and Acap to tell wat we feel for each other..as usual,i cried..i jut can't luhh..then Andy came in..he talk with u too..but then Akim and Andy so called had a fight gytu..so i was stress and i went out of the roo after touching up my make-up..i ask Su to temankn me..Mir and Yan also tagged along..salam Acap still tk ikhlas and went out..bbl ngn drng tiga then went to Bishan..meet Fyie there..then we went ti City Hall to miet Kie and Lia..they three make my day..thnk saayaangs ! the concert was okaayluhh..had fun taking pics etc..after tat,kite just lpk2..waiting for my ride..thnks Hasif Nitro and geng..tdi tukar2 motor..RX-Z luhh,KR luhh lgy satu tk tau..hahah! but okayy luh..get to experience nieyy semue..when i reached home,bace blog A's..i was kinda hurt and disappointed..i just closed the blog as i don't want to see it anymore..the more i read it,the mor hurt i am..sorry Su..
    as my feelings for tat particular guy,i still love him but i just can't forgive him..my heart is too hurt..let me repeat, TOOOO HURT !!but it's up to him..if he really wants me to forgive him,he jut have to prove it to me..tats all...the decision is not going to be make by me..but my heart..if u are reading this,let me tell u something,i never want to hate u..but after hearing wat u have to say just now,it really make me wanna hate u..understand?
    kkayluh..gtg..wanna slip..bye2!
    -syahsyah ur minaahrep
    p/s: I hate seeing ur face !


    {Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

    1:28 AM

    ♥ Friday, July 30, 2010

    REALLY?!!Why mut i hear this?WHYY??!!after wat i've tried to do,this is wat i get?it's just been a day..after tat,u tell me tat u have make the wrong decision..why must u tell me now??why not yesterday??why must u accidentally picked me??u can jut picked her right??now,u've hurt me..this time,i can really feel the pain..the pain tat i'd never felt before...the PAIN tat i don't wish to feel !!! never want to feel !!let me cry..let me cry a thousand tears..i won't get u back..i won't ever get u back..i can never accept this....there is really a big large hole plunged into my heart right now...why is t hard for u...NOO!for u GUYS to understand?i've forget him and my love towards him as i realised i love u..but,it's useless...it's still the same...i will still be hurt..hurt deeply!!i want ur love,but it really is useless right?do u think it's easy to forgive u??i can forgive u..but wat u did,it's impossible for me to forgive u..now,i just don't feel like seeing ur face anymore ! i just wanna run away from all this ! i want to run away from u ! i want to run away from reality !!!!!! URGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! i hate wat u've done to me !!! i hate it soooo much !!! it's useless even if u say a thousands of sorry to me..it won't change anything..it won't turned back time..it will never !! jut wanna say thnk u for lying to me for about 24 hrs ! THANKS ALOT !!!!

    -syahsyah



    {Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

    12:30 AM

    ♥ Thursday, July 29, 2010


    hey..see the pic?now i can say tat we are a couple..yesterday Acap mintak me patch..i accept him back as now i realised tat i really love him and only him..i've let go my feelings towards Aziq a i knw tat he does not feel the same and i don't want to force him anymore..niey bkn desperate..but this is true love..i realised tat Acap was meant for me and i wa meant for him..i really do love him.. I love my Abng Tempang ! haha..today lpk2 at his house luh kn..but before gy his hse,i go rumah Su..then Su show me a video tat Acap made for her..sweet luhh seiii ! jealous i tgk...but i understand..i am just jealous tat no one nk buat me video like tat kn?tkpe3..buat sendiri lgy bgs..haha..tdi lpk pun tk buat ape..just joke arnd etc..but,i pity Su..she mcm saket hati gytu..and it's true..Su,jgn buat me serba slh cn?sumpah i rase serba slh sehyy ! hais..now i am waiting for my Abng Tempang..he left me alone sehyy ! sad taaw..now,tgh pk pasal tmrw..going to Esplanade coz skool ade buat concert..compulory..kalau tk compulsary,dh cabot and lpk2 with my dear semue..but it's compulsary..so pegy jeluhh...but before going,nk jumpe my Abng Tempang jap..rinduu luhh weiii ! haha..
    kayluh..tu aje..update tmrw ye? Bye2 !
    -syahsyah ur minaahrep
    p/s : Demi cinta kita , aku akan menjaga cinta kita yang telah dibina ! <3



    {Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

    9:44 PM

    ♥ Wednesday, July 28, 2010


    I've heard enough today.. from everyone tat i love.. tat's it ! i am making my decision , i want to be the old Syahirah.. the Syahirah who doesn't knw anything.. the Syahirah tat ppl used to like.. the Syahirah whom always is happy without "LOVE"...i am giving up on his love as it i too useless...i am giving up in all this "LOVE" thingy...i just wanna be the old me..i want ppl to love/like me like they used too..i've destroyed to much of my life alrdy..i am going to change guys..i am !! now i feel useless alrdy..ppl strting to hate me..ppl strting to hurt me..this is all bcoz of who i am now..the girl which i myself don't even recognised...so to those whom i've hurt,i am really sorry..so all i want to say,i'm closing this book of my life and going to open a new book...hope i can change..to be the girl which i used to be..
    -syahsyah


    {Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

    8:38 PM



    eheemmm,eheemmm...heyylooo !
    kkay..don't think anything about the pic alrite?i jut wanna say to u guys tat me and acap are only TTM..nothing more..it's just the pics which looks like we're a couple..but we're not a couple..some of u guys knw who i want..but i now feel like giving up coz he really doe avoid me..i've tried a lot of ways to forget about him..but,no , i can't..it's been one month since we break..i still can't get over u..why must it be soooo hard?! i never want to hate u even abit..all i want is ur love back..i want u to be like we use too be..i don't want anyone..i jut want u and ur love..tats enough for me..i just want u to knw wat i feel..i want u to understand it too..i want u to hear wat i've got to say..i jut need 5 mins of ur life since it's really impossible for u wanting to meet me anymore..plzzz,give me a chance to talk to u..it's okay if u don't give me a chance to be with u again..but i just need the chance to explain..plzz give it to me..plzzz?i just can't stand this anymore..haisss...i will allways be waiting for ur words..i love u Aziq . YES , I still do ! nvr ever will let thi feeling go...
    -syahsyah<3>
    p/s : i'm really empty !




    {Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

    2:30 PM

    ♥ Saturday, July 17, 2010


    seeing those lovers hugging,i will always miss hugging u..seeing those lovers kissing,i will always miss kissing u..seeing those lovers saying "I LOVE YOU" to each other,i will always miss saying those words to u..i've hurt u once and i think i've hurt u again..but why,how and when?u wouldn't want to let me knw..when i ask u,u will not want to answer my question..why?i know tat it really hurt u..now,u are trying ur best not to see me..not to talk to me..not to listen to me..And not giving me a chance to say i'm sorry..if u are reading this,i want to let u know tat i am really sorry for wat i had done..i know u're hurt and mad at me..but why must u give me this cold silence?seeing u in school everyday makes me want to pull u to hug and kiss u infront of everyone..i really want u to know tat i am really sorry..i wish i have the guts to that..to tell u how sorry am i and how much i love u..i will wait for u every single second..i will never ever let go of this feelings..u teach me alot of things in life..u make me realised tat u're different from the others..but please..don't ever let me stop thinking tat u're different from the others..pleasee..i want to see ur smile..i want to see u laugh..i want to see ur eyes which is fill with ur love..i want to hear u say "I LOVE U"..i want to hear tat u will nvr leave me..and i really want to hear tat u're willing to give me a second chance to be with u again..but how long must i wait?i've tried everything..but u seem not to care at all..why?has ur love faded away?have u found a better girl?i knw tat i had hurt u badly..i shld have not let u go..how stupid am i?i know tat i love u but why must i let u go?letting u go is like letting my soul go..i am suffering..every night and day i will cry and cry thinking of u...pleasee,forgive me and accept me back..PLEASE AZIQ !!
    -syahsyah♥


    {Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

    12:25 AM

    ♥ Thursday, July 15, 2010



    hey guys..
    sorry for not posting..just not in the mood luh nowdays..why?entahluhh..
    kkay..this week nothing much to post..conflicts,fights,hatred and heartpain happened to me all at once this week..haixx..why sehy?i really don't knw wat to do..ppl just can't see me happy and some even creating lies to make me fight with someone..first of all is about Aziq,he is acting so wierd..wat have i done to deserve this cold silence from u??don't u realised tat i really love u and i really want a second chance from u??i am waiting for u..i have rejected lots of guys as i really love u and only u..please stop this cold silence..please..i'm begging u..secondly,i really don't wanna fight with any A's members..but to her,i am sorry..but please hear wat i've got to say..i really did not say anything about u to anyone..i knw it's hard for u to forgive and to believe me..but please forgive me..i really did not say anything about u..i love u as my sister alrdy..i am happy to see u..haixx..thirdly,i am having enemies alrdy..haixx..why must i deserve all of this??why must i suffer from this pain??am i tat bad??am i rude?? or maybe i am better alone??with no frens and all??this really hurts me alot..i can't think..i can't smile..the only thing i am able to do is to hope for some miracle..i want my old life..i want to be the happy-go-lucky girl tat i use to knw and my love ones knw..i don't want to be the girl i am now...
    -syahsyah♥
    p/s : ALLAH,i need u !


    {Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

    10:32 PM

    ♥ Saturday, July 10, 2010

    hello guys !! currently at Acap's crib..
    today,woke up at about 10+..then call MR. Malaysia guy..talk2 hen he need to shower and go to work..so ltk phone..then Su ajak kluar or lpk2..so we planned to lpk2..txt Andy all tat ckp yng Su mau lpk ngn dnrg..at about 1,tgk citer hindustan..Shah Rukh Khan ade doooh ! haha..title citer die "Dil To Pagil Hai'..haha..i think...then at 3 shower while watching citer hindustan..at arnd 4,kluar with Amyrawr and Wani to RM to take money..then meet Acap and Su at 142..then we went to RP to buy _____. after tat eat at KFC..Ari txted and say he otw to 142..so we went there..saw Andy and Mirr..then Ari and Yan join us soon..lpk2 and sing2..then Ajaq came along..lpk2 and sing2 then went to Acap house..jamming lagu2 bwh blok..haha! get to record a few songs..haha! then now do nothing and using Acap's laptop..Ari's beside me..haha! tk buat ape2 ye..haha
    kayluh..gtg..nk kluar and join them..bye-bye !
    -syahsyah ur minaahrep
    p/s : Pantat ! reply cpt luhh weeii !


    {Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

    9:22 PM

    ♥ Friday, July 9, 2010


    EHY JANTAN ! KALAU KAU PK NGN CARE KAU BUAT CITE MCM TU NK BUAT AKU GADOH NGN AZIQ,GY MAMPOS UH ! KAU PK AKU NIEY BODOH ?! KAU PK AKU NIEY BLEY TERPEDAYE DGN KATE2 KAU ?! KALAU KAU NK KN AKU , MINTAK CARE BAEK UHH ! LGYPUN , SAMPAI MATI PUN AKU TKNK NGN KAU UH SIAAL ! AKU DIAM2 KN , JGN SAMPAI AKU DGR LGY CITER2 BUAT2 KAU PASAL AZIQ LGY , KAU SIAP UH ! AKU PMPN TPI TK BERMAKNE AKU TKOT NGN KAU UHH SIAAL ! KAU BUAT AKU NGN AZIQ MCM NIEY , AKU BUAT KAU 10 KALI GANDA UHH ! AKU TK TKOT UH DGN JANTAN MCM KAU ! DH BERIBU AKU JUMPE ! DASAR SUKE HANCURKAN KEBAHAGIAAN ORNG ! WALAUPUN AKU NGN AZIQ DH BREAK , DIE TETAP AKU PUNYA UHH ! INGT , AZIQ IS STILL SYAHSYAH PROPERTY AND JGN KAU NK BUAT KITE GADOH LGY UHH SIAAAL !



    hey guys..see tat words up there? tat's for someone who buat2 citer pasal Aziq just wanna see me and Aziq gadoh.. perangai mcm cibai kn?
    kkay..cooling down now..just now went to skool late..then had lessons,blah,blah,blah..after skool,me , Fyfyie , Fariz , Aziq and Matin went out to do our buisness..Fyfyie suddenly ask me some random question tat is "Syah,kau nye tetek mane satu bsr uh ?" HAHAHA! malu doooh dpn lelaki2 die tanye...then just ignore her question..after tat me and Fyfyie headed to Mac to meet Nyza , Lia and Huda..then we lpk2..i treat them all..abes duit ku..then meet Aziq..at around 2+,Aziq went back to skool and i went to meet Syafiq to go to CP...after reaching CP,waited for Su..but i decided to go home and ask them lpk2 near my hse..reached home,i change my clothes and eat..after tat went to 142 to meet Amyrawr , Syafiq and Su..then i call Acap to lpk skali..then he say okaay..when Acap came,i jdi gyler2 dooh ! haha..then Ajaq came..he then temankn Amyrawr to RM..Ajaq take his guitar so tk boring..after they came back,we lpk2 and sing..then Ari call me..he ask where am i..then i ask him to join skali..so he okaay..he came dgn secpt mungkin..then lpk2,blah,blah,blah...Amyrawr went back soon..then Andy,Yan and Mir dtng...the more the merrier..we lpk2 and sing2..then record one video dedicated to Su..haha..after tat Andy,Yan and Mir went home..soon after tat,me and Su went to my hse..lpk2 with her at my room while txting Aziq...Su went home at 9+..sent her to traffic light then went off..thnks Acap for sending Su..
    kkay..i wanna go and rest..bye-bye !
    -syahsyah♥ ur minaahrep
    p/s : Aziq tetap syah punyaa ! ♥


    {Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

    9:51 PM

    ♥ Thursday, July 8, 2010


    heyloo guys !

    haha..kay,i am so bored right now..today went to school late..but detention tk dpt..thnks Kak Lina! haha..then proceed to class for lessons..recess time sat with my sayaangs..Germany kalah dooh ! tat means i have to blanje Nyza and MR. Malaysia guy who bet tat Spain will win..didn't eat today..then proceed to hall..this morning match was being played at the hall..because of tat match,i only slept for 1 hour siaa..pnt gyler..haha..then after school lpk2 at XYZ with Fyfyie,Ayuz,Aziq,Iffat,Syafiq and the rest of Yuying guys..haha..bnyk sgt name..had fun with them..Fyifyie soon wanna go meet Areena..so salam2 them..Aziq smack my pantat ! ass luhh u !! then me and Fyfyie went home..cabbed home to meet Andy and Acap..then saw Shamir,Akim and Yan too at 142..haha..the want go home...siaal uhh..tau lpk lame sikit kt XYZ..then they follow me go to RM to buy school shoes..mummy suroh beli..she say kalau blm beli,tkley jejak rumah..wtf kn?after buying shoes,went to the toilet jap..they all balek..so i went home soon after tat..reached home then saw ibu and Asyiqin..hehe..then now listenning to songs and FBing..haha..

    Kayluhh..malas nk update bnyk2..bye-bye!

    -syahsyah♥ ur minaahrep

    p/s : Aziq , u ASS luhh u !


    {Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

    5:11 PM

    ♥ Wednesday, July 7, 2010


    heyloo guys..sorry for not posting..
    kkay..yesterday wento to skool late..siaaal uhh..naseb Mr.Tahar bgy muke..then went back to class..after tat got art and other lessons..recess seat with my saaayaangs luhh..after tat recess resumes as per normal..PFFT! went home at 2+..meet Fyfyie at canteen and Aziq too..then me,Fyfyie,Aziq,Syafiq and Arif went to do our usual buisness..kene kacau rabak ngn Aziq GYLERR ! haha..then planned to lpk at Mac..Aziq nvr join us.he go lpk mcm biase with Ayuz semue..so left me,Fyfyie,Arif and Syafiq..tibe2 recieved call from Su..at last tukar plan,me and Fyfyie mit Su at TPY..lpk2 untill 6..i took bus 159,punye luh lame..reached home at 7.30..then saw sis's new hamster..she asked me to accompany her to Cik Shima punye adik punye rumah.. she nk amek hamster lgy satu...so after tat semue,i go buy _______ for sape2 yng nk..then ibu fetch me and sent Eraah home..reached home at 10+ gytu..
    today,went to skool mcm biase..then lessons after tat recess...my fav part luuh..haha..during recess assembly,Mr. Teo show us the world cup match between Uruguay and Netherlands/Holands..semue pekik2 GOALLL ! haha..then lessons resumes as per normal..after skool,meet Fyfyie,Nyza and Lia..then otw out,Kiekie,Aziq and Matin tagged along..mcm biase,do our buisness..haha..after tat Aziq and Matin went back to skool coz ade takraw..so me and the rest duduk2 lpk2 at kedai mamak there..went home at 4 gytu...reached home,nmpk police bwh blok..ramai siiooot ! so i walk mcm bdak innocent..then eat and meet Ari after tat..lpk with ari at 142..then tibe2 nmpk Amyrawr and Ajaq..they join kite lpk..at 6,they went home..me and Ari went home soon enough..i called MR.Malaysia guy..talk for a while..and here i am now..can't wait for the match ltr..Germany vs Spain..sape menang agaknye? mesti Germany uhh..hahaha!
    kayluhh..wanna relax2..pape,tmrw i will be posting..bye-bye ! :)
    -syahsyah♥ ur minaahrep
    p/s : Germany , make me proud of u !


    {Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

    7:01 PM

    ♥ Monday, July 5, 2010


    heyloo guys..
    befor i strt my posting about me,i would like to wish to Aziq Happy 15th Birthday..
    kkay..on the friday went out with my darlings..Su,Faliq ans Syafiq..before miting them at E-hub,i go help Faizal buy something..it was raining heavily and i am a bit wet..saw kak Rara otw to bustop..missed her gylerr babs..haha ! then waited for cab..luckily got one..reached E-hub at 3+..guessed wat..i am the first even though i kluar lmbt..then i bought the tickets for them first...watching "ECLIPSE" luhh ! haha...then Syafiq came along and we went to Pastamania to have our meal..while eating,Su and Faliq came and join us..laugh,laugh and chat,chat..soon it's 4.20..our movie strt at 4.25..so we went to the cinema and watch "ECLIPSE"..Robert Pattison was romantic and protective as usual...Taylor Lautner was hawwt and WOW as alwaes ...haha! they both are my hero...Su fall in love with Carlisle..wow! haha..then after movies,the guys were like complaining while me and Su keeps on talking about the movie..haha..then we went out to do our buisness..it was drizzling abit..after tat bought some snacks and drinks..first plan to buka botol..but then changed of mind..after buying snacks,we went to pasir ris park and lpk2..took photos and headed back home at 8+..i was fustrated with the taxis in Singapore as i waited for 1 hr+ and the taxis didn't care about me..F*** luuhh!!
    kkay..saturday didn't do much..just went to plaza singapura and went to meet my anak..Mummy rindu QEISYA!! haha..she is going to turned 1 yrs soon..haha..had a cold war with wani but now we are okaay..went home at 5+..then i slept for a while..at night,just otp with MR . Malaysia guy and webbie with Aziq..
    yesterday,went to madrasah then met someone..who?it's a secret..then went home and online then webbie with Aziq again then otp with MR . Malaysia guy..nothing to do..
    So today,i am going to get my hair cut..not tat short,just adjust2 a bit..planned to do ceramic perm on my hair but mummy say do it befor Raya..so had to cancelled my appointment and just cut hair at RM..so wait for my update about my new hair okay?
    -syahsyah♥ ur minaahrep
    p/s : stop this confussion !


    {Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

    1:03 PM

    ♥ Saturday, July 3, 2010


    Ouh Gosh ! being lonely really does kills me..since we broke up,i only felt lonely and a huge hole in my heart..all i have was regrets..i really regret it..trust me..i never regret breaking up with someone as much as i regret breaking up with u..now,u really leave me alone..u're avoiding me..i really can't help it..all i want is to be with u and i knw u knw tat too..i really love u..i never ever love a guy as much as i love u..i love u before,i love u after,i love u now and i will forever and alwaes love u..i miss those words u used to say to me..i miss the words "Bhy" and "I love u bhy" ..why must i took those words away from u and from my life? URGGHHHH!! i hate myself for doing tis to me and u..now,u're avoiding me..u nvr reply to my msgs..i miss talking to u,being pampered by u and luagh with u..i miss those times..i really do..no one knws wat i am suffering from after breaking up with u..u are the one i need alwaes..i nvr want any other guy as much as i need u..i really don't knw wat to do and wat to say..my heart really hurts and my tears keep rolling down every second when i am alone at home..i can't smile in front of u without wanting to cry..seeing u makes me really want to cry..cry aloud infront of everyone..i wish i could tell the whole world how much i love u and only u..i don't knw if u knw how i feel knw..Please,Please,Please...all i need is u..only u and no one else.. I WANT U BACK AZIQ AS I LOVE U ONLY AND FOREVER AND ALWAES !!!!!
    -syahsyah♥ ur minaahrepp


    {Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

    6:31 PM

    ♥ Thursday, July 1, 2010


    heyloo guys..see the pic ? first time sehy dpt amek gmbr with my mummy..haha..
    kkay..today skool was as per normal..lessons then recess..sat with my sayaangs..as usual luhh..after tat lessons again..but can't concerntrate much as got big problem uhh..haixx..after skool met Fyfyie..then we waited for Aziq..nk bgy bende and do buisness luhh..after giving Aziq something,went out with Fyfyie..then on our way to do our buisness,we saw Aziq,Matiin and Aizat..soo joined them..after doing buisness say bye2 to Fyfyie,coz die nk naek bus 53,Matiin,Aizat and Aziq..i felt akward bile ckp bye2 kt Aziq..yeluh usually he will sent me to the bustop..but now,things have change and i must accept the fact..haixx..so otw home i felt sick..mcm nk pengsan..don't knw why..almost collapsed when naek over-head brigde..luckily got one nice lady nieyy tolong..thnks to tat auntie..reached home and then took a nap coz tk ley angs lgy uhh..kepale pening and body was sooo weak..slept then woke up at 5+..look at phone then saw lots of msgs and misscalls..wow! so replied back all msgs and called back those nums..then went to buy something for ibu..ibu pn blanje me also luhh..haha! then meet kak faz and abng an jap..nk bgy shawl..then here i am..i'm excited for tmrw pasal,pasal,pasal,nk tgk wayang ngn my darlingss..Su,abng Faliq and Syafiq..i plan nk ajak Aziq skali..but then he cfem tknk nye..soo i think us four will be enough..tmrw watching "ECLIPSE" ... YAAAY! at last kluar jgk citer tu..
    btw,sorry for not posting about my day yesterday..was depressed and post something about my feelings for Aziq..kkay luh..gtg..ade tution soon..blaja taww! haha..kkay..byes!
    -syahsyah♥ ur minaahrepp
    p/s : Azry , u ASS ! haha!


    {Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

    7:18 PM