hey..watsup?
hmmmm...i'm not in the mood now...why?hmmm...
ppl says tat the truth hurts,but it will hurt more if the truth reveals now...
i knw something today tat i shld knw weeks before...sure it would hurt me...but it would not hurt untill this bad now....i am really hurt to knw the truth today...why didn't he told me on the day we std or a few daes then?why must it be now??after someone asked??i am really hurt and sad...i would accept the truth if i knew it earlier...like wat they say,let bygones be bygones...i am trying to do tat...why didn't he tell me?WHY?!WHY?!i am crying inside....slowly and painfully...i feel tat i am going to die...i really love him...and i knw he loves me too..i confessed to him wat he shld knw...but he doesn't...haiss..
tats all i have to say...i can't tell the whole and exact story..let it be my secret and the ppl who lpk with us just now...
-syahsyah<3
p/s: happy belated bday AJ...thx and sry for last friday..
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