ARRRGGGGG!!!fuck siaaa...why must he misunderstand me??why must he be mad at me??just bcoz ACIIK is my ABNG ANGKAT??why must he be ssoooooo jeles??i don't have any feeling towards ACIIK...i treat him as my bro..sometimes he will help me and in return i will help him...it's not tat i don't want to asked help from ERUUL...but sometimes i will asked help about my prob with ERUUL...he will ask me to help him with his problem about girls...but not more...we never talk like girlfriend and boyfriend alwaes talk...we just talk wat a siblings would talk...my bro is in NS..so i need someone like my bro to help me too...i know i have ERUUL..i will share with him too sometimes...but now he is damnnn jeles about me n ACIIK being sister and brother...i am sooo sad...i can't imagine tat he would be mad at his own gilrfren...especially his own bestfren...they've been frens for so long...then now he just cnt trust his own fren..i don't mind if he don't trust me...but he should at least trust his own fren..tats all i want...i know i just knew him..maybe to trust someone u just knw takes alot of time...the thing tat i am really worried about is tat my old love story would haunt me in this relationship...i don't want ERUUL to be like IMRAN...IMRAN used to control me...he used to treat me as his dog which i have to obey him alwaes or not i will get it from him...he alwaes scold me bad names when i did something wrong..just a slight mistake i would get scolded by him..tat hurts me soo much..till now my heart has not mended bcoz of his doings...it just hurt more and more...i want ERUUL not to be like IMRAN...if ERUUL soon going to be like IMRAN,my heart will hurt even worst....pls don't do this to me ERUUL...i really love u...just believe in me....plsss....)': )': )': )':
-syahsyah♥
10:26 PM
