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Hey guys . Back again . Hahaha.

Today was my last day of exam and i am feeling bored. I have not upload the Sentosa pics yet . So just wait for my post on it okaay ? LONELY , define it for me . For me , lonely is not always a negative thing . Lonely have both negative and positive value in it . My life simply is lonely . Lonely without the perfect love which i've been searching for . All i know is that i've been sitting by the rock near the wide ocean for so long . Yeah , i do have friends . Their the best part of me . But still this lonely thingy is still deep down in my heart . But i still am leading this life happily with the help around me . Hahaha . I have some love tips for u guys , in a relationship , we must give and take . Understand each other and trusting each other is very important . Without understanding and trusting , this love relationship will never work . Having problems talking to your partner ? Just ask them out and talk things between the both of u . Let out your actual and true feelings . No need to hide . Cause when you hide things from your partner , it means that you are hiding your true feelings towards them . The truth hurts but it will hurt much deeper if your partner knows it later . After that , things will not be like it used to be . It will totally change .

Irwan , my adik . Hahaha . He's so cute right ? Yes also , he's my cutie adik . Hahaha . Adik Irwan has been there for me together with the rest . He's so manje . I like joking around with him and manje2 with him . Hahaha. He always thinks that he is no one to us . But he really do mean something to us . He always makes me and some of us smile . The way he talks and jokes around , he is the cutest out of them all . Seriously i can't bear to lose him also . To Adik Irwan , smile always dik . Akak loves you so much . I promise not to make you cry anymore okay ? I will tcare of you like my own blood brother . Akak promise not to leave you . You're my one and only adik . Akak will always love you and will never want to hurt you . Akak want to see you happy with all of us . Don't feel left out , we're always here for you . Adik don't leave me okaay ? I really love you adik . Smile always okaay ? Hahaha .

- Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥

p/s : I'm not a girl , not yet a woman . ♥

{Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

11:46 AM

Hey guys . I'm back .

Been sad lately . I just don't know why . Maybe because i felt that i lost someone in my life . My nights used to fill with laughters , joy and smiles . But now , only sadness , tears and loniless . Is this the feeling of lost ? I don't know . Why must it change so fast ? When i really need someone to make my night a joyful night , it ended so fast . Haixx.. Maybe loniless is my one and only friend ? I just don't know what to do . Everyone is asking am i okaay ? I just answered one simple sentence that is , " Yeap , i am fine . " Together with a fake smile or laughter . Thats all i am able to do now . Life doesn't mean much to me . But i'm trying to search for that something special to make my life fill with wonders back . To me , making people smile is my happiness . Even though i'm sad in the inside , i will still try my best to make them smile .

This guy , Krishna , he's also someone special to me . He's my scandal now . Haha . Rank up ! Haha . He an Dinie have helped me alot in life . They were there when i need someone . He always makes me smile . He also pampers me alot . That is what i like . Haha . He knws when i lie to him , he knws when i'm feeling sad , simply saying , he knws everything about me . Haha . To Krishna , thanks for being there for me . Appreciate it alot . You helped me alot when i'm down . In fact you helped everyone alot . Don't be too stressful luh . Don't like seeing your stressful face . I like seeing your happy face . Especially when you're hyper . Hahaha . Remember this , don't and never do anything reckless again . Me no likey . Hahaha .

That's all i have . 'Till next time . Will be posting about Sentosa trip with loves . ♥

- Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥

p/s : I miss you . I miss your smile . ♥

{Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

12:44 AM

Hey guys ! I'm back at 5.10 in the morning . Haha . Can't sleep . Haixx.. Don't know why . But nvm .

Do you guys remember that i mention i will post all about my love ones ? Last time it was the girls and now it's time for the boys .

First will be Dinie BM . Why ? Haha . Cause he force me to post about him first since that time . Haha . So to him , naaaah ! Here's a post for you . Kkay . About Dinie BM , he's a joker luhh . All i can say is that he knows how to make people laugh and smile . He's a good friend to me . He's my bestfriend . Never stop in giving me good advice . Even we had fights , but we are still okay . We both have the trust towards each other . This guy is the love of Nana Cutipie . Hehe . They look so cute together taaw . Haha . Hope they lastloong ! Hehe. To Dinie BM , thanks for being there for me . Thanks for cheering me up when i'm down especially when i broke up with Acaap . Sorry for troubling you at times . I appreciate what you had did to my life . You've changed my life alot by being a father and a brother to me . Hahaha ! I know you don't like me calling you that . But it's the truth . Hahaha . Lastloong with Nana my cutiepie taaw . If you don't , i smack'smack you . Hahhaahaa . Now i'm done posting about you . Hope you're happy about this post . (:

That's all i have . Wait for the next post on...... Bye !

- Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch

p/s : This feeling is unstopable . ♥

{Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

5:08 AM

Hey guys ! Miss me ritee ? Sorry for MIA-ing for a long time . I am so sorry . Now i will really try to update u guys frquently .

Latest news about me ? I'm back to phase 1 . That is , i'm single . Don't ask why and so on . But i'm fated to live alone and die alone . Hahaha . Joking only . Maybe he's not my Mr. Perfect . Haha . No one knw who is my Mr. Perfect . Only me . Hahaha . I am moving on with mey life . Experiencing and flying freely to find something in life just like a butterfly . I am happy with my life now . Together with my one and only 188 Famalia . They're the best . You guys knw it urself if u guys read my blog luh . Hahaha . I'm still that cheerful girl . From your minahrep to your cutiepie to your sweetiepie to syahsyah irah to syahsyah rasta and now to syahsyah bonchbonch . Hahaha . AJ's now in NS i think . Miss him though . He and Su are together . Shocking ? Naaah ! Not that much . Hahaha . I'm happy here with my Abang Sayang , Dinie BM and Adik Irwan . Won't forget the rest . Met new friends and am happy with my life now . I used to be that girl which always talks about LOVE . Giving tips to you guys about LOVE . Now , i will relaks abit on that . Will try my best to give you guys the best LOVE tips ever . To help you guys in life and relationships . That's all i have to say for now . Will update you guys so soon about my interesting , crazy and wonderful life ! <3

- Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch

p/s : loving someone doesn't mean a thing if it only means one thing , leaving you . <3

{Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

8:15 PM

Hey ! Sorry for not blogging for a long time . AGAIN . Hahaa..

Currently i can't sleep . Idk why . Just can't shut this eyes . I'm now down with a flu . Last weekend i was down with a high fever . Now this ? Walao ! Bile mau habes . So the irits taw . Hubby cinta pun got flu . Like sweet gytu ehy ? Hehe . Cannot kiss hubby cinta always . Hehe . Valentine's day was like 2 days ago . I was firstly sad as hubby cinta can't fetch me from school on tat day . Everyone in school was giving and recieving flowers and gifts from someone . I started to think that hubby cinta have forgotten . But i went to Heartlad Mall with Fakheerah sayang to buy a gift for hubby cinta . Bought for him a Mickey and Minnie cup . Wrapped it nicely and try to hid it so he won't know . Terserempak Akym otw out . So followed him home after sending Fakheerah sayang to the MRT station . After Akym change , we cabbed to 188 . There i was shocked seeing hubby cinta . He hugged me and suddenly Irwan pulled me to the side and talked with me . Hubby cinta then approached us and he was like " BHY ! Ape tu ?" When i look at that direction , he showed me a flower with his self made stuffs there . I was like OMGEE ! Haha. Then he took out a box of chocolates . Double OMGEEE . So i signaled to Irwan to give me his gift and so he did . I gave it to hubby cinta and he was excited . Heopened the wrapping and was happy tat he recieved that cup from me . What a Valentine . Haha .

KKay luh . Me wanna get ready for bed . Tmrw skooling lioaw . Till nxt time . Byes ! ♥

- Syahsyah Sayang UAOLZ ! ♥

p/s : Jahatnya Cinta !

{Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

12:58 AM

Ape nak jadi dengan kawan zaman sekarang ? Janji cinta sampai mati . Boleh mati kalau berpisah . Senang kate luh , kawan sejati . Gy jalan sudah ! There's this girl whom i know for about months . Janji kawan sejati , tkley berpisah and blah blah blah . But now , gy mampus luh dengan tu semue . All she said was lies . Should have not believe her . Kawan B.P mcm niey bley gy mati uh ! Ape gune kate kawan sejati kalau lupekan mcm tu aje ? Mentang2 dh ade member baru , sanggup buang kawan lame mcm SAMPAH ! Wei , after wat we have did for u , this is wat u gave us in return ?! Senang kate uh , gy mampus uh dgn kawan sejati kau ! Dah buat kite mcm niey kn , jgn pk kite nk amek atau trime kau balek . This is ur choice not ours . Dh brape hidup orng kau hancurkan . Abeh nk step good2 pulak . HAH ! Gy jalan sudah . Seriously uh , kalau kau maseh brani nk tunjuk muke kau kt kite , kau tgk uh muke sape yng pecah ! Suke hati kau je nk BUANG kite . So why not kite yang BUANG kau balek ! Kalau kau tak boleh hargai kite , we will do the same to u ! So jgn pernah kau nk mengaku kau niey KAWAN SEJATI kite lgy !! Pade kite , kau dh lame MATI !!

Hey . Sorry about the post. It started out badly . Butnow i will start it in a good way . Let's start talking about this beautiful girl , Dianah Syahirah . We just getting closer day by day . I used to misunderstand her bcoz of a certain girl who buat citer about her and Hubby cinta . But now , me and Dianah are close . Hehehe . She's a sweet girl like Nana Ketotty and Shira . We all four get along quite well . Simply say that Dianah is a girl who loves music and Justin Bieber . Hahaha . Everyone knws that i think . She also is a fun girl to hang out with . Can laugh and joke around with her . So , it's okay i guess . What else ? Hmmmmmm... I seriously don't knw wat to post about her . But all i knw she has the same place in my heart just like the others . Love u Dianah Syahirah ! ♥

- Syahsyah Sayang UOALZZ ! ♥

p/s : Kawan Buat Pakai Je !

{Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

11:57 PM

Hey korngs !

Let's talk about Saturday shall we ? Hehe. kkay . Saturday went to 188 around 2 i think. Then no one there eventhough i woke Dinie up. But he mandi lmbt sehy . Kalahkn perempuan . Hehe . Sorry Dinie . Then Shira saayaang came . So talk2 to her then went up to AJ Darling hse . He buka music punye luh kuat . Boleh dgr dari bawah . Haha . Then duduk at his hse while waiting for Dinie and Adik Razin . Soon they come . So kite lpk2 jap . Then when Ari called , we went downstairs . But AJ Darling and Shira stay . Tak tau luh dorng buat ape . Haha . Then we slack at 188 . Andy and the rest soon come . I asked they all if wanna follow me go Expo coz mummy ajak . Then they were like okay . So lpk2 and then hubby cinta came . He was sleepy. So slept for a while . Abang Krishna was sick . So AJ Darling asked him to go back home and rest . At around 8 gytu , me , AJ Darling , hubby cinta , Dinie , Ah Dot and Abang An went to Expo . Dianah want follow . But she need rush to somewhere . Ade hal jap. When reached Expo , me and hubby cinta went inside hall 5 first . Wanna mit mummy . After miting mummy , watch show . Got Bayu Kasumanegara . He was soooo cute . Hubby cinta jeles gytu . Haha . F-ucked care luhh . After the show , meet mummy . She give me duit to buy makan . So we makan . After makan i went to mummy to say i going home with my frens . She asked me buy makan for adik2 . So i go luh . Tapi orn jualan tu menggatal sungguh . So ape lgy , hubby cinta dtng . They angkat buah hubby cinta luh siool . So i just diamkn je luh . After all that , salam mummy and went home with them . Bile nk kluar , saw Bayu Kasumanegara and Lynn Malik . Took pics with them . Hubby cinta nak je menyelit . Jeles terlampau . HMPH ! Haha . Overall it was fun with them .

Today did nothing much . Lpk2 je mcm biase . Miss them all sehy . Akim pulak pandai buat2 majok gytu . Pk btol . Haha . Btw , Dinie panggil me paitoa pasal carrotcake aje . Lame pe . Haha . Abng Dan pun tron nari . Did some homework with Ari , Dianah and Abng Dan . Sambil tu bbl2 luh . Haha . Bnyk bende tau . OMGEEEE ! Haha . Went back home around 7+ . And here i am .

So today wanna talk about the girl in that pic . Shira saaayaaaang ! She's the best too . Mcm Nana jgk . She alwaes help me alot and slalu gurau2 with me . She alwaes shares her prob with me as well as myself . She alwaes makes me happy when i'm done . Just wanna say sorry to Shira sayaaang kalau i ade buat u mrh , saket hati or watsoever . I love u y'knw ? U're a part of me too . I can't bear to loose u taww sayang . U're my best sis . I'm lucky to meet u and Nana semue . Korng the best and alwaes there for me . Shira is the sweetest girl besides Nana i've ever met . So Shira sayaang , jangan nangis2 slalu okay ? I knw u love AJ . He's urs forever taaw . Haha . Jangan jeles2 lgy kay syng ? I will jage my batas also kay ? Love u luhh SHIRA SAAAYAAAANG !!! ♥

kkayluh . Up till' here je . Byes ! ♥

- Syahsyah Sayang UOALZ !♥

p/s : Pen Merah Pen Biru , You Marah , I LOVE YOU ! ♥

{Syahsyah Bonch'Bonch ♥}

8:48 PM